autumn tie-dye

flying by 
my view rotates at such a speed
colors bleed
into autumn tie-dye
the hills are smooth 
and i can see so far
that the mountainous terrain grays
and fades in the fog
and meets the sweet and crisp line
of the horizon another time
and i wonder,
the trees in calm colors,
do they miss their falling leaves?

a loaded question

do you regret it? she asks

a loaded question

only we know the story

not even aloud

just in our minds

do you regret it?

i answer

yes

nothing day

a nothing day 

i can't be happy on a nothing day

once in a while 

a nothing day

walk upstairs

eat lunch

twice

because you forgot

sit on the couch

watch tv

the kind of tv that you would never watch on a something day

like icarly

and hannah montana

and storage wars

and you feel like nothing will make you happy

but seeing other people

and you can't see them

because they are having something days

nothing happens

a nothing day